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Monday, July 27, 2009
I could not hardly hear Alvin, all I heard was my heart beating, Pong Pong, Pong Pong. My whole face turned red so do my ear too, I was nervous and shy at the moment.
All I was thinking of is him and I was so stunned when I saw him. It was Jason, the hottest guy from my previous school, he was here too queueing up with his besties.
I turned back quickly to avoid Jason from seeing me where Alvin is just standing right infront of me. We were quite far apart from each other and he could barely see me from where he is standing. Am I seeing the wrong person or I must had been thinking too much that causes hallucination.
We waited for about an hour and finally we got to enter the club after getting the chop from the bouncer. We went straight to the bar counter to get our free drinks and Alvin orderd a jar of volka with coke. Lousy-drinker like me ordered a cup of volka with sprite and requested to have a little bit of alcohol only. I was comparing Alvin's friends and myself to see who is the better drinker but I supposed they are better than I do. Alvin is a alcoholic who drank a large amounts of alcohol and doesn't stop drinking.
While we were drinking, I saw Jason and his besties walking over to the bar counter and I was confused of what to do. "Hey Mark' shouted Jason. Please don't come any nearer!, Whispering to myself. What a surprised to see you here tonight, I wanted to contact you but I have lost your number, Said Jason. We had eye contact with each other, I was in a daze looking at his big pretty double eyelip eyes. Well is great to see you again Jason, I wanted to get your new number previously when we met each other but I had forgotten to ask from you. I was too shy to project my voice loudly yet he still able to get what I meant.
After exchanging a few conversations and our contact number at the bar counter, he asked me to dance with him at the dance floor. I told him that I am not a very good dancer but he insists on getting me to the dance floor. The songs were great and soon the dance floor was crowded with people. Jason told me a few little secerts of his while we were dancing, I told him my secerts too. He was not shocked eventually he already knew I am one of the kind too. We give it a shortform as "PLU" (People Like Us).
No wonder he rejected so many girls who had confessed to him. Suddenly both of us remain silent for a moment and we followed the momentum of the music and dance like nobody business.
While we were dancing, Jason asked me a question that took me a long time to answer. Do you like me ? said jason. I was shy and I try to hide my face away from him. I was so shy to look at him and I always thought that you hate guys like us. Without hesitation, Jasonn grabbed my hand and went out of the club. He bought me to a secluded area where you could bearly hear anyone voices.
Will............Will you..........mumbled Jason. What are you trying to say? I was confused of what he is trying to tell me.
A minute of silent, he finally have the courage to speak up. "Will you be my star and brighten up my room every single day and night, Jason muttered to my little red ears.
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Story continue......................Chapter four
Monday, July 20, 2009
A LOVE THAT IS UNPREDICTATBLE.....CHAPTER TWO.
Ring! Ring! Ring!, Ring! Ring! Ring!. I was awakened at 6 A.M in the morning by my alarm clock. I went to get myself changed and pack up my schoolbag before heading to school. "Assessment, checked. Laptop, checked. Umbrella, checked. Wallet, checked, Mirror, checked. concealer, checked. foundation, checked. I rushed to the kitchen to have my breadfast before I went out of my house. Many people were wondering why do I have concealer and foundation in my bag. Well, I just want to use it and cover my pimples and make myself look fairer. I was taught how to use it by my cousin who used to work at a prominent company, Mac.
I used to have a nickname during my seconday school days. My classmates and teacher gave me a nickname as "prettyboy". Though I'm not as hot as jason, I have my own ways to attract beauty from the sea. However, I have been leading a lonely life for about two years. My girlfriend broke up with me last two years ago, I was in the mode of depression. We were together for nearly three years and she left me without a word. I do not know the reason why she broke up with me, she sent me a message saying , "Let's break". My heart pricked and ached when I read the message, I couldnt believe my own eyes. I tried asking my friends to read the message hoping that it is not the truth. Sometimes in life, I have to face the consequencs of fact.
I felt too depress to do anything and I did attempt to commit suicide but I was stopped by jason. "Why are you so dumb! Is the girl worth for you to die for? Your life is much more precious than her! and you have a family to take care of, you know?, yelled jason. I was being dragged down to the ground when I was standing on the table to hang myself with the rope that I have found inside my classroom. I know that I'm a gullible and stubborn guy but I really love her alot and at the end what did i get? Do I deserved to get dump by her when I treat her so well for the past few years when we were together?, my voice turned rough after I cried. Jason went forward to me and hold on to my hand and said No, I know you deserve something better than that but sometimes you have to accept the fact. No one can help you if you cant help yourself. There is no point giving away your life because no one will have sympathy for you for dying. I was touched by jason's word, I hugged him tightly and cried again. Go ahead and cry to let go of your feelings inside you,mark! I'll be there for you as long as you need me, whispered jason. That was when i realised that I had a feeling which I do not know how to describe it for jason. I know that it is weird to have a strong feeling for the same gender but that does not stop me from finding out more about jason.
I was taking my own sweet time walking to school slowly as it take me about fifteen mintues only to reach there. When I reached my classroom, my lecturer demanded me to hand in my assessment immediately. Well done mark!, I didn't expected that you would finish it up and hand it to me today as what I had requested, said lecturer.
I smiled and went back to my own seat.
I wore quite simple almost everyday like just a tee shirt, a bermudas and addidas covered shoes. Since I'm just coming to school to study, I don't think there is a need to dress up. My friends would dress up as if they are going for a wedding dinner. Th u would often tease me for wearing such simple clothing and I would say to them that no matter what I wear, definitely is the best. I was hoping class would end early so I can head home and play with my dog, aldo. My wish came true, class ended early and I can head home to play with my cute little dog.
The first thing I do when I reached home was to search for my dog, aldo. I couldn't find it but most probably my mom took aldo out for a walk in the park. I went up to my room and found out that my brother Zac was still sleeping. So I sat down on my bed and started to online using my laptop. I was bored and I would check my mails every single day. Out of the sudden, my friend Alvin called me and asked me to join him to club at St James PowerHouse tonight. After considering for a moment, I agreed to join him since I have nothing on tonight.
Soon, it was Seven thirty in the evening and I went to get myself prepare to head out from my house. I met Alvin and his Clique outside the Powerstation before we starts joining in the queue to get the free entry. We were all dressed up in sports attire to fit the event theme and we are able to get free entry. I was shocked when I turned behind and saw someone familliar who I didn't expected that he is one of our kind too. My heart pumps really fast as a train and I couldn't stop it.
Story continues.................................Chapter three
Sunday, July 19, 2009
While I was walking home from my school which is just a few distance away from my house, there is a ice-cream shop near by so I went to get one and continued my journey home. I bought a cone of ice-cream with 2 scoops of vanilla ice-cream on top of it. The taste of the vanilla was so sweet that it only took me fifteen seconds to finish it.It was such a conincidence that I met up with jason, who used to be in the same class as me when I was in secondary three outside the ice-cream shop.
He was the hottest boy in school, he got double eyelid, big eyes, small mouth, sharped nose and has a nice body figure. Initially, he used to be in the basketball boys team and he was the captain of the team. Many boys envy jason of his highly skill in basketball. Almost every girls in our school would spent their time after school to watch jason training at the school basketball court. Jason is still single though quite a lot of girls made a confession to him and he would answer them that he just want to concentrate on his studies.
He is friendly to everyone, he would smile to you even though you dont even know him. I'm proud of him that he know what he is doing at a point of time.
From that time onwards, I started to have feelings for him though we hardly start a conversation with each other. But now we are in a different school, he went into Jc and I managed to enter in to Singpore polytechnic. This year is my first year in school.
Initially, I didnt know that it was him untill he called my name. "Hey mark" why are you doing here?, he said. When I turn my head around, I was shocked to see him because I used to be one of his admirer (he do not know about it) for a long period of time.
I thought that I wouldnt be able to see you again jason, I was speaking in a low tone voice. Well, it's fate that we bump into each other outside this ice-cream shop, said jason. I giggled and smiled to myself while trying to avoid looking straight into his eyes. I was feeling a little nervous when he was talking to me and we traded a few conversations before we say goodbye to each other. I was disappointed at the end that I forgot to asked for his new number.
After ten mintues later, I finally reached home from the ice-cream shop where I bumped into jason. I was too tired to do anything and was lying down on the sofa when my dog "ALDO " jump up and landed on my six flat tyre.
How lucky you are to stay at home for the whole day, how I wish I could take over your position and sleep at home for the rest of my life, I muttered to ALDO cute little ear.
Soon after my mom shouted and ordered me to bath immediately at onces after reaching home. I always felt reluctant to bath when I reached home, I need some rest first! I was in the shower room awaiting for the bath tub to fill with water before I start to bath. Few mintues later, the bathtub was filled with water and some shampoo that I had added in to make more bubbles to surround the whole area of the bathtub hence I can get myself cover with bubbles when i get inside the bathtub
Whoosh, always like the feeling when I got in to the bathtub everyday. I fall asleep without knowing that I was still soaking inside the bathtub.
Bang!Bang!Bang! Why are you taking so long to shower mark! mom yelled. I woke up immediately when she started banging the door as if she is trying to wreck the door.
Mom, can you please stop it! I'm relaxing in the bathtub! I had a dream before I woke up, I dreamt that I was going to kiss jason but I failed to do so.
I asked myself one question, "Do I still admiring the little cute jason that I used to admired"?.
After thinking for a long time, I couldnt came out with any conclusion.......
Dinner was served onces I came out of the bathroom. When I looked at the dishes that mom prepared, I got tired of it. Almost everyday she will cook my elder brother favourite food. Despite telling her to change,she still continue her own way.
Oh man! Is nine past ten now! And I have not finish the assessment that I am suppose to finish up by today and got to hand it up to my lecturer early in the morning tomorrow. Without hesitation, I rushed to my room and take out my assessment and do as fast as possible so to turn in early for the night.
I had two siblings, Cindy who is my younger sister and the other one is Zac who is my older brother.
Hate to say this but I have no choice! I shared room with my brother, Zac. He is a very stingy, charming, fussy, arrogant little guy who have always been bullying me since we were young. I'm always standing in the disadvantage position who gains nothing at all.
My parents doted him the most, what can I do but to accept the fate that god gave me. My younger sister Cindy, often like to play with me rather than my elder brother. Thinking of leaving home was the last resort to prevent being bully again but I dropped the idea because I know that my parents will be heart broken and worry if they know that I have gone missing.
Phew! I took about 1 hour to get my assessment done and I'm able to hand it up to my lecturer tomorrow. I went to lie on my bed and try to turn in early for the night.
I was wondering whether is there any chance for me to bump into jason again?
Story continue...............................Chapter 2